Makes Me Wonder

I am wondering why there are people who just loathe at the idea that someone might be better than them .... that someone might have a better idea than them .... and when they see a small opening, they do everything to burst your bubble so just you do not succeed with anything you are planning for ... can you call it insecurity? can you call it guilt? 


Insecurity because you are jealous and that you don't want the limelight be taken away from you? Guilt because there was something that you did in the past and you don't want to have it exposed? 


Why do you have to resort to dirty tricks? Why do you make your moves when nobody is looking ... so that you can get the sympathy of the group to support you? Had it been known what you have been doing all this time, do you think people would still think highly of you? I guess not! Because now I am seeing the real you! You are succumbing to pressure .... and I know you don't want the limelight stolen from you.


Listen to this because I am only saying this only once ...


You cannot have your cake and eat it too, sweetie! I pity you because you cannot stand the success of the people around you while you are stuck in your own little word --- trying to figure out what you have done, what you are doing, and what you still can do in the future. If you cannot give your support ... or shall I say , if you don't want to support this endeavor, just shut the hell up and just be an audience! You don't have business ruining other people's visions just because you are not included in the picture. 


You had your chance to make this great but you blew it. Now is the time to admit defeat and move on .... let others work with the best they can. 


Grow up .... move on ... get a life!

madiesms

062212 

Why do I LOVE YOU?

Why do I LOVE YOU? 
  Let me count the ways ...
I LOVE YOU for all the little things you do
  that always warm my heart.
I LOVE YOU for the way you make
  my heart flutter whenever you're by side.
I LOVE YOU because you bring out 
  all the best in me. 
I LOVE YOU for all that you are,
  all that you hope to be, 
  and all that you'll become. 
I LOVE YOU because you always
  put a smile on my face despite a bad day. 
I STILL LOVE YOU even if at times
  you make cry. 
I LOVE YOU because it is
  the most wonderful feeling in the world. 
So why do I LOVE YOU? 
I LOVE YOU because I LOVE YOU ...
  I may love you for all the right reasons, 
  I may love you for all the wrong ones. 
But the thing is, I LOVE YOU!
It doesn't matter what the reasons are ...
I JUST LOVE YOU without reasons!

madiesms
062012

Bursting the Bubble!

The worst thing a guy 

    could do to a girl 

is to let her 

fall in love

when he  

doesn't intend 

to catch her fall! 

madiesms

The Search is Over?

Have you met that one person who is incredibly worth all the risks?
    The one whom each time you see their name
    on your inbox, your heart beats inexplicably faster?
    The one, whom when you think of,
    you know that you can endure any circumstances with ---
    knowing it’s all worth it?
When you have found that person --- take the chance!
    Even if it might hurt you, you just have to be strong and take it.
Take it all in – the hurt, the passion, the sometimes bittersweet love!
    That’s the essence of loving that one special person.
Take it, grab that chance!
    Otherwise, that single moment might pass you by
And you miss that one opportunity
    that would have completely changed your life
    and made you complete!

madiesms

Love is ....

"LOVE is that strong awesome feeling

that scares the hell out of you. 

It doesn't go away

no matter how much you will it to."

Am I really in love for the nth time? Does it count that this one special person is always on my mind and I don't even know why the thought of him just doesn't go away? Does it count that I am missing him whenever I don't talk to him and that his simple "hello" is more than enough to make my day? And if he doesn't text or call at all changes my mood all together? Whew! And I am just starting!

"Is this love, 

feeling restless inside, wanting you

to be always by my side ... 

How long this madness will last, 

'Cause I think I'm in love!"

So goes a song (dunno if I got the words right, but it more than summarizes this welling feeling inside).


He asked me recently how it all started ... come to think of it, I just don't know --- it just happened! I don't know how, I don't know when! It just happened! And it happened with just a blink of the eyes --- BOOM! I felt I was starting to miss him. He was constantly on my mind and every where I looked, whatever I do just seemed to remind me of him. I started getting upset when he doesn't send me a message or if he doesn't call!


And then, I just realized, yeah, I was falling for this guy whom I've known practically all my life! It was like, something that wasn't there before suddenly appeared! It was like seeing him differently! Seeing him as someone I could really fall for!


I guess that's just how love is --- if it is true, you don't know where it's coming from and you don't need a reason to justify that feeling!


So, am I in love? Is this for real? Do I take the risk of falling and getting hurt?


The hell with all the doubts and fears .... so I'll just take a fall and see where it takes me ... see where it takes us ....

I LOVE HIM AND IT''S ALL THAT MATTERS!

madiesms

060812

Another Day Without You

Today was another day of being without you. 
It was a day, like most days, 
That everything I did and saw reminded me of you. 
Every song I heard seemed to relate to you. 
I hate days like today
Because I am constantly reminded 
Of the one thing I don’t have --- YOU!
Though I know
I am in for a long wait.
At the back of my mind,
I still hope that this 
Waiting game will be over soon.
I know you will never understand my pain
But I’m still holding on. 
And continue to wait ---
Until when, I’ll never know.
Continue to love ---
Until I have nothing more to give.
Let’s see for how long
You will ignore me.
Let’s see for how long 
You will deprive yourself of my love.
Because this I’ll tell you 
No one can ever love you the way I do! 

madiesms

060712